Decisions
Decisions
There are times when you would have to take a decision – a harsh decision that you know if taken would hurt all the people close to you and even yourself. And if not taken, it would hurt yourself and the other party so much more. What’s worse is that it was my fault (a big fault at that) that lead to this decision.
So now I have to tell you this. I am an asshole. I recognize it and admit it. I deserve so much pain. A lot more than what I feel now.
PS: That new phase of life I wrote about will not happen now.
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September 27th, 2009 at 6:41 am
This too shall pass Jo.Hang on there
September 27th, 2009 at 9:07 am
Everything in life ultimately happens for good. Situations in life are so complex that it is not easy to be correct all the time. Thankfully our memories are very short and there is enough happiness along the way to cover up every bitter phase. Even this will pass. So do not let negative feelings clobber your mind. Life is of the moment, and it should be lived that way. Continue with your music, a true God given gift.
September 27th, 2009 at 10:56 pm
Jo – Good/Bad things happen in life. All of them teach a lesson. All of them have a reason ! Take it at that level. No grief.
Remember the first song you sang..and remember where you are today….the learning helped all the way didn’t it? But..the pains you had to go thru..will slowly vanish !!
Good Luck..God Bless!
September 28th, 2009 at 12:43 am
I don’t know what made you to take such a harsh decision. But I know it is painful to you. Because you wrote about the new face of life with a lot of happiness and excitement. One could read your expectation about the life in those lines. I also know that more than you, your family will be worried on this decision. I have never met your family members. But I know them through you post, through flicker. What I can do is just pray to God that you get enough courage to overcome this situation. May everything come back to normal as early as possible. So don’t disappointed.
September 28th, 2009 at 7:12 pm
Aaaw
Thats sad
Not suer what happened as it is all personal.
All I have to tell you – Please do not feel bad about yourself. Sometimes bad things come unexpectedly. I am sure you will overcome this situation soon and will be back in track.
Forget the bad things and remember the best moments in life. Yes, I know it is very easy to write such philosophical statements, and it is not easy to face things in real life. But tough times never last, there is always shining rays behind the dark cloud.
September 30th, 2009 at 2:34 pm
ah.. saw this quite late. i was on vacation. dont worry dude.. i’m sure this is just a passing cloud. dont worry. sambavikunathu ellam nallathinu aanu.